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long time no type [28 Nov 2007|09:24pm]
i forgot i had this thing.

i'd like to make a point to try to write in here at least once a week. i need to start writing again.

happy birthday maddie :)
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[31 Oct 2006|11:18pm]
i hardly update this thing anymore

los angeles was awesome
montreal was so fucking fun
we didnt hit NYC because i was in the hospital
blah blah blah

snappy halloween
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[10 Aug 2006|08:20pm]

she showed up at my house last night wearing the most beautiful platinum and diamond ring i have ever seen!

HOLY SHIT LAURA we have a wedding to plan...and its YOURS! holy shit!!!!!!!!!
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[06 Aug 2006|03:22pm]
I am so fucking pissed off.


I am convinced that Laura, Sandy, Amanda, Ali & Qiana are the only normal people on this fucking earth. honestly.

everyone can kiss my fucking ass today. jesus christ.

my friend can go fuck himself. you know what dude? FUCK YOU! you dont get to make me feel bad. you dont get to guilt me into things. thats not happening. so get the fuck outta here dude. you're not my fucking boyfriend, you dont get to make me feel guilty. and then of course when i say that, it makes me look like the asshole.

its amazing...some people....you give them an inch and they take a fucking mile...and others, you give them the world and they dont give you SHIT in return. not even a few simple words. im fucking done! i am so done. these people are insane.

thank GOD i am running away to LA soon.

my mom is on a cruise to bermuda right now...i dropped her and her friend off at the pier today. i hope she has fun. she deserves it.

in the mean time i am going to go watch entourage and dream about vince chase.

and then im gonna call sandy and talk to someone normal :)
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[13 Jul 2006|08:47pm]
yesterday i got a promotion which includes a huge pay raise.

i took the job even though i work with these crazy assholes because i figure i'll try to make as much money as i can before i file my lawsuit and am immediately fired.

i'd like to say that i am doing it for the experience but i'm not. i gots a new ride to pay for! but anyway, i cant wait to get the fuck outta there soon.
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[11 Jul 2006|06:01pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

the once amazingly talented and gorgeous syd barrett passed away friday. it was confirmed today.

(he had the most gorgeous but sad face dont you think?)

i guess you could really say that he died thirty years ago though.

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[09 Jul 2006|08:40pm]
i get so pissed off and irate...i truly believe that people dont take me seriously! if something important is going on....something that i wouldn't have dealt with had it NOT been important, why ignore what i say?! i dont get it. i think people think im just naive and childish, saying and doing things just to say them.
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long time no type [06 Jul 2006|09:44pm]
sandy and i saw bauhaus and nin.

peter murphy sounded fucking awesome and HOLY SHIT i finally got to see Daniel Ash play!

nin was great. outstanding art direction, too!

i desperately want to drive my mini cross country when i move back to LA. i want to take route 66 as cliche as that is.

we saw a psychic. i bought another buddha necklace. she mentioned something about northampton mass.

second part of the trial is the 14th of july. if he doesnt plead guilty then, we go to a TRIAL. and you know what? bring it you stupid fuck!

i'm going to a friends Luau this saturday, i'm nervous about having to actually see a pig on a spicket.

afterwards my friends band is having their record release party. their album came out two weeks ago on thurston moores ecstatic peace / universal. check them out at www.black-helicoper.com the guitar player has some fucking AWESOME equipment. that guy OBEY GIANT (ANDRE THE GIANT) did their artwork. i recently found out that he did the black eyed peas album too.

the office is the best show ever.

i read the most FASCINATING book this weekend while relaxing by the lake....its called The Black Dahlia Avenger (www.blackdahliaavenger.com) and its about an ex cop who discovers his dad killed the black dahlia. and yes, its true.
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[11 Jun 2006|09:39pm]
i'm in a bit of a bind...

a situation has come up and i feel like i'm being split in two different directions...my head and body are functioning separately and I hate feeling like this. i need to feel in CONTROL and I dont. i really could do without this shit, ever.
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[05 Jun 2006|08:26pm]
i am stressed out of my mind right now and i really dont need anyones shit.

i spoke with the prosecutor for an hour tonight, the ball is rolling.

my mom had some complications so she cant have her surgery til later this week and she is freaking and preparing for death. like i've said before, since my uncle died she has been willing herself to die.

there is so much i want to write but i dont need to justify anything with words. i'd better go sit with my mom, she's convinced these are her last hours.

and my dad isn't making it easier for her. she is so stressed i'm afraid she might pass out tonight. she was grey today when they told her about the pre surgery testing shit.

court, moms surgery, bullshit at work, toxic people...it is a wonder that i am fully functioning this week.

i am so stressed that my body is ready to collapse....its weird, it shuts down...i cant eat or drink and i get incredibly tired...i think thats a defense mechanism that lets me avoid things though. but whatever.

i gotta finish gathering my stuff for court tomorrow...the prosecutor was delighted / horrifed by the things i've told him...delighted that i am so willing to turn over absolutely everything that he needs....apparently mr spray didnt show up at the arraignment and had an arrest warrant out for him. he decided to turn himself in a week later. i'm hoping that happens tomorrow since i'll be there...i hope he doesnt show up so i'll see him and work. the prosecutor told me to call the police should that happen. i hope it doesn, i'd love to see him get arrested at work.
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[18 May 2006|02:10pm]
today's horoscope:

Some aspect of business with take up most of your time today -- appointments will take longer than you expected, although they will prove to be very educational. You'll make different choices next time. A romantic relationship is getting stronger, and today you two will have a conversation that needs more time than you're able to give it. Don't lose this momentum -- make a date to talk more as soon as you can. The pause will give you both more time to think too.

my birthday was a month ago.
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[17 May 2006|07:23pm]
i had so much to bitch about and whine about and write about but i found out that none of it is true anymore so oh well.

my mini has been built and is awaiting transport to the US

i have been on the verge of tears all day. the sun finally came out though

massachusetts is going through some fucking biblical flooding...eight straight days of rain.

right now laura is on a plane to go to ChicagHO for a few days.

her little sister graduates college this weekend...christ we are old.

i cant believe i'm 25 years old. a quarter of a century.

my cousins wedding is coming up and i dont wanna go but i have a fabulous pair of red suede wedges...i am planning my weekend around them. i am planning my outfit around them. they are gorgeous.

today a man called me beautiful while we were waiting in line for food.

i am two seconds away from calling nic on the phone.

c'est la vie...
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[18 Apr 2006|10:57pm]
get ready for some major travel, Sandy!

TODAY'S BIRTHDAY (April 18). The adventures keep coming this year. To loved ones, you're the essence of excitement. When you're not off on your own creative escapades, many people include you in their plans. Travel in May requires a passport. June brings the happy resolution of a long-standing challenge. It's an effortless connection with an Aquarius and an Aries. Your lucky numbers are: 9, 17, 50, 33 and 20.

i was totally spoiled today! i had a carvel ice cream cake! sweet!
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[28 Mar 2006|07:43pm]
okay so i went back to the dealer ship and changed my mini a little....green with black stripes looked SO UGLY so I changed the roof to white....so i'm taking a poll....to stripe or not to stripe...that is the question. seriously, i need opinions! racing stripes or no?


(im leaning towards the stripes...and yes i'll have those little round mr magoo lights by the hood)
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[19 Mar 2006|01:29am]
jesus never looked so hot.

neither did the devil. (kinda looks like marc bolan huh?)


i'll see you all in hell.
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[19 Mar 2006|12:04am]

a couple of weeks ago I put a downpayment on a sweet new british racing green mini cooper.
it'll be mine in may when my current lease is up...

when I move back to Los Angeles I'm thinking of driving it cross country.

I've been avoiding writing on here because everything i wanna say is stuff I dont wanna broadcast. so if you wanna read that then log in.

that picture isnt the exact mini i'm getting....though i am getting green. i'm not sure if I'm gonna put racing stripes on it. but i dont know. the black ones are looking kind of good. i can't wait to get my 'turtle' in may.
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you have got to be fucking kidding me [01 Nov 2005|11:13pm]

you know this will be some hilarious shit.

feliz dia de los muertos, amigos.
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i might pass out [11 Oct 2005|12:09am]
im seeing devendra banhart next week.

i can barely look at this picture! yeeeeeeow!
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alcs 2005 [10 Oct 2005|11:53pm]

THE ANGELS WIN!!!!!! THEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ANGELS WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so long, yankees!

the angels play tomorrow at chicago....as much as i like a lot of the angels players, i think i'm pulling for chicago since they havent won since 1917. plus, i think they have the better team. it should be an exciting series.
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[30 Aug 2005|12:51am]
i went to the dentist today to get a cavity taken care of and they had to shoot me up FIVE different times because i wasnt responding to the novocaine. i am now having intense soreness in my jaw. its annoying.

long time no update. not much going on. im sleepy now. bye.
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